Wednesday, October 27, 2010

honesty is the best policy

crazy how much gymnastics i post about. this is normal haha.

honesty is the best policy
"next time, dont do it down the middle" -j
"you look like a martian" - r

at least they were honest. i braided my hair down the middle and didn't like it but wore it to school anyway. guess i dont do well with things like that down my head haha

today, in on doc, we did the cardiac exam. i'm falling behind in my on doc work and i need to do it so i can be the ultimate doctor! jk. it's only fair to my patients that i know what i'm doing.

we did two things i'm self-conscious about. 1. people looking at my chest and touching my boobs. damian was playing around and practice on me but wouldn't let me practice on him. how rude! overall, it was fun. i think our on doc group is super close now. note to self - always bring sports bra to on doc! the 2nd thing was that i was made fun of for sweating (a lot). that's my other thing i'm self-conscious about - sweating. anything that makes me "excited" makes me sweat a lot - including laughing and i like laughing!! how frustrating :( so nick made fun of me for that and ppl were staring at my chest and i couldn't see what they were looking at. scary haha. or odd more than anything.

now i'm off to study and stay on top of everything. i don't want a repeat of last week/sunday/monday morning and i don't think i'll be entirely functional over the weekend. we'll see!


Tuesday, October 19, 2010

cry baby cry

cry baby cry - santana, sean paul, and joss stone

just found this song. i think it's a really interesting fusion - joss stone's sweet, soulful voice, santana's flavor on the guitar, and sean paul's... sean paulness haha. it was pretty good.

school's stressing me out but i'm trying not to let it. i stayed up late and knew i would have trouble today. we had a half day and i spent my normal amount of time studying as opposed to more.

i watched the sad glee episode. maybe thats why i'm like this but right now i just want to cry. scheduling tutoring is making me sad and stressing me out. ironic, since it's supposed to help but i have 3 tutoring sessions and they don't seem to be helping since i keep failing. its disappointing, aggrevating, frustrating, i could go on. i'm gonna go cry, listen to some sad music and hope i wake up tomorrow feeling better.